In limbo

It’s tough writing about things you wish didn’t happen. It’s easier to live in denial.

I’m angry at my knee. I’m angry that it’s throwing me off from the structure I need to keep me going in ballet. I can’t take that many classes anymore, let alone pointe. I’m prohibited from jumps and any high stress/heavy impact movements, basically eliminating all allegro. And worse of all, I couldn’t performance the choreography that I worked on collectively with my classmates and teacher for the performance workshop.

Everything was fine, then life decides to be mean to me and give me a knee strain.

But they say there always is a silver lining right? I guess I’m trying to figure that out. I just know that right now I truly feel distant and almost disconnected from ballet like never before.